Reality (FAWM Edition)

Reality screams, interrupting my dreams Nothing, it seems, is the truth Sometimes I sleep, but inside I weep Only to sweep away youth It's a rabid, mad affair This life that I've led Is it any wonder I didn't end up dead? I reached for the sky I didn't want to try I fell from the clouds when I couldn't fly Why did it happen to me? I could not face reality Did it really happen to me? Could have ended in fatality Lately, it seems, can't remember those dreams They were only schemes to get rich The muse has since died, taking with it my pride What once was a goal, now a glitch I'd be better off alone Lost to history Why I even tried It's a mystery The suits and the fans The music and the bands Betrayed me when I had the greatest plans Why did it happen to me? I could not face reality Did it really happen to me? Could have ended in fatality