Feeling Blue Skies on the Horizon

It's days like these that I can't find A simple thought to ease what's mine The jumble that exists up here It's sometimes more than I can bear A cloudy day, a wintry gale Does little to revive this male I think that I shall never see A day that fully brightens me The never-ending fantasy Of perfection that always seems To pass me by to make me cry It even haunts me in my dreams I know I sound a pessimist It's all those things that I have missed While searching for the perfect world I only find my stomach gnarled But then the sun comes out to shine I tell myself I'm feeling fine It may last for an hour or so Within my sight, the skies are blue So how can I recapture it When feeling opposite of bliss? When inner storming still enrages Classic fear does still engage us Often lacking winter sun I feel my life come all undone It's hard to cope, so inconsistent When the sun itself stays hidden Then again, that rare blue peek On the horizon, what I see A splash of azure fills my eyes On the horizon, there are blue skies