Tom's Lament

I dream at night It's been revealed Wade Brandywine is me But now I fight I'm ridiculed When someone doesn't see It was so long ago, I fear It was the distant past When me, as Wade, it was so clear But now I'm just harassed I didn't just wake to this thought It wasn't like it's all for nought It's something known my whole life through It's something that I know is true Why can't the prophecies unfold? Why can't they just appear? Why are the tales left untold? Why are they left unclear? Another life, another time It really is my destiny Why not when I was in my prime? Consider it my infamy The years have passed, and nothing yet The heartache's there, I can't forget Is it more than my mindset? Will it all end with my regret?